KARMA
someone and something had set me thinking. why am i doing this to myself? its a burden for me. a really big burden. ive turn out to be someone who i dont even recognise on the inside. being positive was once my flaws...but now it seems to dissappear. i cant take the stress of life anymore. i need space to breathe, to grow and to be who i am outside and in. so i assume that its part and parcel of life. as people say, we can look happy on the outside but our inner soul seems to be crushing to the core of the Earth. everyone has their own problem. its how u overcome and solve it without any hesitation. as for me, ive overcome it pretty well, but ive realised that i dint really solve it. i dint expect that not solving this problem of mine will affect me mentally and physically. im becoming more restless, depress and keep on forgetting abt simple things. nowadays, things are getting out of hands. i am known as a weak person. which i prefer not to be.
i think i need to find my niche in life. things im good at. i cant keep on leaning on someone for help. ranting my heart out and being pissed if he/her dint listen to me. i need to be independent. i need to be self motivated. i need to be reliant on my own two feet. isnt that what life is all about...being independent and all. and i also need to simply strike away the option of running away from problems cause eventually u will collide into it time and again.
after overcoming the feeling of melancholy, ive came to the decision where i need to be fastidious and decisive on my opinions. i need to be a strong and level headed girl. i need to mature and be more versatile. i dont want to be GUILLIBLE. it sucks alot!! y must some people take advantage of us guillible people. y? Y? Y? im sick and tired of running into pitholes. im sick and tired of trusting a person and get betrayed in the end. thats just CRUDE. plain evil. i hate dwelling on these things but i cant possibly get it out of my head. its a lifelong lesson to be learned. NEVER TRUST ANYONE EVER AGAIN! yup...whats bygone is bygone. ive no objection to that. but its excruciating how ive trusted that person and getting betrayed again and again. yet again, i cant change my history. i have be optismistic. thinking that there a reason behind all odds. get it....im just as foolish as everyone. sooo...its life....take it or leave it. i dont hold any grugde against anyone. that is just me. but i hope that person learn his/her lesson eventually. as the saying goes, what goes around comes around. dint i say that i believe in karma. =)
Cheerioz!
someone and something had set me thinking. why am i doing this to myself? its a burden for me. a really big burden. ive turn out to be someone who i dont even recognise on the inside. being positive was once my flaws...but now it seems to dissappear. i cant take the stress of life anymore. i need space to breathe, to grow and to be who i am outside and in. so i assume that its part and parcel of life. as people say, we can look happy on the outside but our inner soul seems to be crushing to the core of the Earth. everyone has their own problem. its how u overcome and solve it without any hesitation. as for me, ive overcome it pretty well, but ive realised that i dint really solve it. i dint expect that not solving this problem of mine will affect me mentally and physically. im becoming more restless, depress and keep on forgetting abt simple things. nowadays, things are getting out of hands. i am known as a weak person. which i prefer not to be.
i think i need to find my niche in life. things im good at. i cant keep on leaning on someone for help. ranting my heart out and being pissed if he/her dint listen to me. i need to be independent. i need to be self motivated. i need to be reliant on my own two feet. isnt that what life is all about...being independent and all. and i also need to simply strike away the option of running away from problems cause eventually u will collide into it time and again.
after overcoming the feeling of melancholy, ive came to the decision where i need to be fastidious and decisive on my opinions. i need to be a strong and level headed girl. i need to mature and be more versatile. i dont want to be GUILLIBLE. it sucks alot!! y must some people take advantage of us guillible people. y? Y? Y? im sick and tired of running into pitholes. im sick and tired of trusting a person and get betrayed in the end. thats just CRUDE. plain evil. i hate dwelling on these things but i cant possibly get it out of my head. its a lifelong lesson to be learned. NEVER TRUST ANYONE EVER AGAIN! yup...whats bygone is bygone. ive no objection to that. but its excruciating how ive trusted that person and getting betrayed again and again. yet again, i cant change my history. i have be optismistic. thinking that there a reason behind all odds. get it....im just as foolish as everyone. sooo...its life....take it or leave it. i dont hold any grugde against anyone. that is just me. but i hope that person learn his/her lesson eventually. as the saying goes, what goes around comes around. dint i say that i believe in karma. =)
Cheerioz!
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